SO I always have way to much to say here but not enough time to get on and say it!!!!!! Theres so much going on in my life that I just want to sit down and let it out. Of course and cant say it all on here because some people could get on here and take offense. :(

I haven't been able to get into the Fight Like a Girl book. I am so excited. I think it will change some of my perspectives on life a little. I know that I'm not in the spot with God that I should be. I need to continue to search after new knowledge for Christ everyday. Its like I'm stuck in this spot between good and not so good! I used to be in the perfect spot with Christ. I had a future that I knew what was going to happen in life. I was going to bible school. I was going to go into missions in Africa and save the babies! I was going to save myself for for marriage and find the perfect man to fit into my future. BUT things didn't turn out that way exactly. I am married to the perfect man for me. No he is not in the right place with God either but we want to grow together in that area. I didn't finish bible school and get my missions certificate. I can happen some day!! I believe my future can still be what my dreams were when I was a kid! Right now I have to wait and figure out where I am with Christ before I can try to truly lead others.

I am so disappointed in myself as a Christian for falling back how much I have. I want to change but its so easy just to stay the way I am. I am going to start going to bible study and striving to change. I guess we will see if I succeed or not. :)

Well Im tired and have company so im going to just have to be done for right now!!

Peace and Love from the TRUE ONE!!