SO I always have way to much to say here but not enough time to get on and say it!!!!!! Theres so much going on in my life that I just want to sit down and let it out. Of course and cant say it all on here because some people could get on here and take offense. :(

I haven't been able to get into the Fight Like a Girl book. I am so excited. I think it will change some of my perspectives on life a little. I know that I'm not in the spot with God that I should be. I need to continue to search after new knowledge for Christ everyday. Its like I'm stuck in this spot between good and not so good! I used to be in the perfect spot with Christ. I had a future that I knew what was going to happen in life. I was going to bible school. I was going to go into missions in Africa and save the babies! I was going to save myself for for marriage and find the perfect man to fit into my future. BUT things didn't turn out that way exactly. I am married to the perfect man for me. No he is not in the right place with God either but we want to grow together in that area. I didn't finish bible school and get my missions certificate. I can happen some day!! I believe my future can still be what my dreams were when I was a kid! Right now I have to wait and figure out where I am with Christ before I can try to truly lead others.

I am so disappointed in myself as a Christian for falling back how much I have. I want to change but its so easy just to stay the way I am. I am going to start going to bible study and striving to change. I guess we will see if I succeed or not. :)

Well Im tired and have company so im going to just have to be done for right now!!

Peace and Love from the TRUE ONE!!

My First Blog

Im not really sure how to blog yet but im going to take a crack at it anyways!

I just got nails for the first time in my life today so we will see if I can do this lol

I am starting a new book today called Fight like a Girl by Lisa Bevere. I had the pleasure if hearing her speak this weekend at a womens conference. She is an excellent speaker and I enjoyed her very much.

I originally want to start this blog so I could type in my struggles as a Christian mom in a mixed cultural family. My husband is Hispanic and I am a white girl. Life is a little different in my house than the average household. My husband and I have different views on how to raise our son.

Theres so much to do in a day and it seem like theres not enough time. Its bed time and I still need to do the dishes, laundry, layout clothes for tomorrow and I would like to get a little reading in but im not sure if its going to happen.

I think this is going to have to do for today.